I was one of the girls who knew I was a girl in the wrong body since my earliest memories and I would pray to god every night to change me over night into the girl that I was meant to be. Let me tell you I was not a happy camper when I would wake up and see that I had been let down once again by God. Once I came to the realization that God wasn't going to do it for me I grasped onto the idea that at puberty I would finally be the girl I was meant to be, I knew puberty meant I'd be changing but I had no idea it would be change for the worse.
I see a lot of girls comparing transition to a butterfly's metamorphosis which in many ways is an apt comparison, caterpillars are ugly nasty creatures as are men. The cocoon stage or chrysalis stage is comparable to our starting HRT and electrolysis and finally we can spread our feminine wings and fly as we were meant to.
All of that is all well and good but if that ugly caterpillar didn't work his little leggs down to the nubs eating and building up for the energy and storing it then he would never be able to enter the chrysalis stage and if he did he would starve before he was through the metamorphosis.
My point is transition and getting to that point isn't a cake walk nor is it for the faint of heart, it is hard work and its work that you wont see the results from for a long time, we've just got to have faith that we can become the butterfly of our dreams.
Perhaps God gave me the power to transform myself rather than doing it for me, I don't know I'm to shallow for all this. lol
I hope to see you at the closest flower soon sisters.
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